{"id":3578,"date":"2020-07-15T00:00:40","date_gmt":"2020-07-15T04:00:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sites.udmercy.edu\/poetry\/?p=3578"},"modified":"2020-07-15T11:23:24","modified_gmt":"2020-07-15T15:23:24","slug":"july-15-denise-levertov-shameless-heart","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sites.udmercy.edu\/poetry\/2020\/07\/15\/july-15-denise-levertov-shameless-heart\/","title":{"rendered":"July 15 &#8211; Denise Levertov &#8211; &#8220;shameless heart&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Wednesday, July 15, 2020<br \/>\n\u201cI knew too well what had befallen me,<br \/>\nwhen one night . . . &#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Denise Levertov died in her late 60s. \u00a0I miss her, a fiery advocate for global justice and a poet of the sacred mysteries of intimacy. In her later years, she published a wonderful book of poems she titled <u>Evening Train<\/u>. \u00a0One of my favorite of her poems appears there about being startled by surprises of the heart in older age.<\/p>\n<p>If you are older, I bet you will breathe in her kindness laced with humor.<br \/>\nIf you are younger, she gives you good stuff to look forward to \u00a0&#8211; &#8211; &#8211;\u00a0 the graces of being surprisable.<\/p>\n<p>Best to read this poem out loud, \u00a0 with pauses, \u00a0 several times.<\/p>\n<p>Have a blest day,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>john sj<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u201cAncient Airs and Dances&#8221;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I<\/p>\n<p>I knew too well<br \/>\nwhat had befallen me<br \/>\nwhen, one night, I put my lips to his wineglass<br \/>\nafter he left\u2013an impulse I thought was locked away with a smile<br \/>\ninto memory\u2019s museum.<br \/>\nWhen he took me to visit friends and the sea, he lay<br \/>\nasleep in the next room\u2019s dark where the fire<br \/>\nrustled all night; and I, from a warm bed, sleepless,<br \/>\nwatched through the open door<br \/>\nthat glowing hearth, and heard,<br \/>\ndrumming the roof, the rain\u2019s<br \/>\ninsistent heartbeat.<br \/>\nGreyhaired, I have not grown wiser,<br \/>\nunless to perceive absurdity<br \/>\nis wisdom. A powerless wisdom.<\/p>\n<p>II<\/p>\n<p>Shameless heart! Did you not vow to learn<br \/>\nstillness from the heron<br \/>\nquiet from the mists of fall,<br \/>\nand from the mountain\u2013what was it?<br \/>\nPride? Remoteness?<br \/>\nYou have forgotten already!<br \/>\nAnd now you clamor again<br \/>\nlike an obstinate child demanding attention,<br \/>\ninterrupting study and contemplation.<br \/>\nYou try my patience. Bound as we are<br \/>\ntogether for life, must you now,<br \/>\nso late in the day, go bounding sideways,<br \/>\ntrying to drag me with you?<\/p>\n<p>Denise Levertov \u2013 Evening Train<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/sites.udmercy.edu\/poetry\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/170\/2020\/07\/Denise-Levertov.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-3579\" src=\"https:\/\/sites.udmercy.edu\/poetry\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/170\/2020\/07\/Denise-Levertov.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"180\" height=\"180\" srcset=\"https:\/\/sites.udmercy.edu\/poetry\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/170\/2020\/07\/Denise-Levertov.jpg 180w, https:\/\/sites.udmercy.edu\/poetry\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/170\/2020\/07\/Denise-Levertov-150x150.jpg 150w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 180px) 100vw, 180px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Denise Levertov<br \/>\n(b. 24 October 1923 \u00a0d. \u00a020 December 1997)<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Wednesday, July 15, 2020 \u201cI knew too well what had befallen me, when one night . . . &#8221; Denise Levertov died in her late 60s. \u00a0I miss her, a fiery advocate for global justice and a poet of the &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/sites.udmercy.edu\/poetry\/2020\/07\/15\/july-15-denise-levertov-shameless-heart\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":139,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[11641],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.udmercy.edu\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3578"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.udmercy.edu\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.udmercy.edu\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.udmercy.edu\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/139"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.udmercy.edu\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3578"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/sites.udmercy.edu\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3578\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3580,"href":"https:\/\/sites.udmercy.edu\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3578\/revisions\/3580"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.udmercy.edu\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3578"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.udmercy.edu\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3578"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.udmercy.edu\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3578"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}