Dec 2 sheer bravery, women and men, 1921, 1980

Friday, December 2, 2016
“and wait then, humped and bloody,
For the wits to try it again ”

Some days offer anniversaries of such blunt courage and beauty that stillness makes a wise response.

Richard Wilbur wrote “The Writer”  in 1921,  2 years into the rolling  shock waves from chemical warfare horrors twisting the faces and limbs of maimed soldiers returning from Europe and, way too often, not finding jobs waiting to honor their broken bodies: a half-decade of fear and rage, of sometimes savage contempt for most immigrants, and for fellow citizens with whom one differed.   Years not unlike the years in which we live just now.  Today’s poet recognized, in that precise moment of history, the wonder of young people  risking a lot to live into their futures.  Learning to write is brave, the poet tells us, especially in hard times.

Have a blest weekend,

john sj

Today’s Post    “The Writer”  Richard Wilbur

In her room at the prow of the house
Where light breaks, and the windows are tossed with linden,
My daughter is writing a story.

I pause in the stairwell, hearing
From her shut door a commotion of typewriter-keys
Like a chain hauled over a gunwale.

Young as she is, the stuff
Of her life is a great cargo, and some of it heavy:
I wish her a lucky passage.

But now it is she who pauses,
As if to reject my thought and its easy figure.
A stillness greatens, in which

The whole house seems to be thinking,
And then she is at it again with a bunched clamor
Of strokes, and again is silent.

I remember the dazed starling
Which was trapped in that very room, two years ago;
How we stole in, lifted a sash

And retreated, not to affright it;
And how for a helpless hour, through the crack of the door,
We watched the sleek, wild, dark

And iridescent creature
Batter against the brilliance, drop like a glove
To the hard floor, or the desk-top,

And wait then, humped and bloody,
For the wits to try it again; and how our spirits
Rose when, suddenly sure,

It lifted off from a chair-back,
Beating a smooth course for the right window
And clearing the sill of the world.

It is always a matter, my darling,
Of life or death, as I had forgotten. I wish
What I wished you before, but harder.

     richard wilbur  March 1, 1921  –

p.s.  On this day in 1980 4 American women, Maura Clark and Ita Ford (Maryknoll sisters), Dorothy Kazel (Ursuline), and Jean Donovan a young single woman were raped, murdered, and buried in shallow graves in a Salvadoran field by out-of-uniform Salvadoran military. Their murders evoked a response in the U.S. that galvanized opposition to the U.S. Government funding for the Salvadoran government.  Brave women.  

missionaries

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/1980_murders_of_U.S._missionaries_in_El_Salvador

 

p.p.s.  Yesterday a statement from presidents of the network of Jesuit Colleges and Universities (AJCU) articulated their stance of support for undocumented students across the national network.  http://jesuits.org/news-detail?TN=NEWS-20161130013852&utm_source=Jesuit+eNews+December+1%2C+2016&utm_campaign=Dec.+1%2C+2016+eNewsletter&utm_medium=email

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Last day of November

Wednesday, 4th day of Advent, last day of November

This delicate and demanding Hopkins poem is beautiful.   I’m crazy busy today but a GMH can stand by itself and bless anybody.

Welcome to December,

 

john st sj

 

Spring and Fall
BY GERARD MANLEY HOPKINS

to a young child

Márgarét, áre you gríeving
Over Goldengrove unleaving?
Leáves like the things of man, you
With your fresh thoughts care for, can you?
Ah! ás the heart grows older
It will come to such sights colder
By and by, nor spare a sigh
Though worlds of wanwood leafmeal lie;
And yet you wíll weep and know why.
Now no matter, child, the name:
Sórrow’s spríngs áre the same.
Nor mouth had, no nor mind, expressed
What heart heard of, ghost guessed:
It ís the blight man was born for,
It is Margaret you mourn for.

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Nov 28 – 1st Monday of Advent

Monday,  November 28  “the vision has its own time”  Habakkuk 2:2

In the Christian tradition, Advent opens a season for remembering the year just ended (in the liturgical calendar, the 1st Sunday of Advent begins the new year).   It helps to set aside brief times of stillness (set aside digitals) to remember; what in the year that is ending wants a grateful memory,  what wants forgiveness for bitter times, or forgiveness for beauty that, when it ends, leaves sadness behind?   Brief times to all the year to be bathed in affection and mercy.   Remembering can help turn toward the new year with realism,  and joy too.

When seeking a post for this 2nd day of Advent, I found my way to some news notes from Detroit’s bankruptcy,  December 3, 2013.   The Work Day/Hard Time blog appears this morning as it did back then, (i.e., some current 2013 news followed by Denise Levertov’s poem of danger and rebirth).

Reading the poem out loud, with pauses, makes a fine Advent moment of remembering.

Have a blest week,

 

john sj

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Nov 23 — the day before US Thanksgiving

Wednesday, November 23

Most years, I welcome the Wednesday before Thanksgiving by fasting from the alarm clock.  Instead of 5:40 am, I eased out of sleep at 9:20 or so.  Now it’s 10:37, Detroit Bold Colombian  Espresso coffee brewed.  If the day behaves the way I’ve come to expect,  it won’t require hurrying.  🌻😊

Instead of a poem, today’s post is a short, short-story by Palestinian-American poet and writer, Naomi Shihab Nye.  A soul friend sent it to me last week;  it tells of fear and kindness and laughter.   I don’t usually think of reading short stories out loud, even short, short-stories.  However, at the end of the story you will find a link to the author’s reading.   She is a great, not just good, reader.  It’s worth the 4 minutes & 12 seconds.

I hope you find reading “Gate A-4” a warm-up for these days of gratitude.

john st sj

 

Today’s Post:   “Gate A-4” 

Wandering around the Albuquerque Airport Terminal, after learning
my flight had been delayed four hours, I heard an announcement:
“If anyone in the vicinity of Gate A-4 understands any Arabic, please
come to the gate immediately.”

Well—one pauses these days. Gate A-4 was my own gate. I went there.

An older woman in full traditional Palestinian embroidered dress, just
like my grandma wore, was crumpled to the floor, wailing. “Help,”
said the flight agent. “Talk to her. What is her problem? We
told her the flight was going to be late and she did this.”

I stooped to put my arm around the woman and spoke haltingly.
“Shu-dow-a, Shu-bid-uck Habibti? Stani schway, Min fadlick, Shu-bit-
se-wee?” The minute she heard any words she knew, however poorly
used, she stopped crying. She thought the flight had been cancelled
entirely. She needed to be in El Paso for major medical treatment the
next day. I said, “No, we’re fine, you’ll get there, just later, who is
picking you up? Let’s call him.”

We called her son, I spoke with him in English. I told him I would
stay with his mother till we got on the plane and ride next to
her. She talked to him. Then we called her other sons just
for the fun of it. Then we called my dad and he and she spoke for a while
in Arabic and found out of course they had ten shared friends. Then I
thought just for the heck of it why not call some Palestinian poets I know
and let them chat with her? This all took up two hours.

She was laughing a lot by then. Telling of her life, patting my knee,
answering questions. She had pulled a sack of homemade mamool
cookies—little powdered sugar crumbly mounds stuffed with dates and
nuts—from her bag—and was offering them to all the women at the gate.
To my amazement, not a single woman declined one. It was like a
sacrament. The traveler from Argentina, the mom from California, the
lovely woman from Laredo—we were all covered with the same powdered
sugar. And smiling. There is no better cookie.

And then the airline broke out free apple juice from huge coolers and two
little girls from our flight ran around serving it and they
were covered with powdered sugar, too. And I noticed my new best friend—
by now we were holding hands—had a potted plant poking out of her bag,
some medicinal thing, with green furry leaves. Such an old country tradi-
tion. Always carry a plant. Always stay rooted to somewhere.

And I looked around that gate of late and weary ones and I thought, This
is the world I want to live in. The shared world. Not a single person in that
gate—once the crying of confusion stopped—seemed apprehensive about
any other person. They took the cookies. I wanted to hug all those other women, too.

This can still happen anywhere.

Not everything is lost.

 

Naomi Shihab Nye
March 12, 1952

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From Honeybee. Copyright © 2008 by Naomi Shihab Nye.
Naomi Shihab Nye reading “Gate A-4″
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Naomi_Shihab_Nye

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Nov 21 – Ray Carver, a new poet for me

Monday November 21

Shortest work week of the year.  Clean, crisp, autumn air all over campus.   I found a new poet for the occasion.  Ray Carver, never met him before.  Reading “Happiness”  on a morning like this helps me breathe.  You too, I hope.   I want to get to know him some more.

Have a blest week.

john sj

 

Today’s Post  “Happiness”

So early it’s still almost dark out.

I’m near the window with coffee,
and the usual early morning stuff
that passes for thought.

When I see the boy and his friend
walking up the road
to deliver the newspaper.

They wear caps and sweaters,
and one boy has a bag over his shoulder.

They are so happy
they aren’t saying anything, these boys.

I think if they could, they would take
each other’s arm.

It’s early in the morning,
and they are doing this thing together.

They come on, slowly.

The sky is taking on light,
though the moon still hangs pale over the water.

Such beauty that for a minute
death and ambition, even love,
doesn’t enter into this.

Happiness.
It comes on
unexpectedly.
And goes beyond, really,
any early morning talk about it.

Ray Carver

May 25, 1938 – August 2, 1988

ray-carver

introduced to me by Garrison Keillor Good Poems for Hard Times (as heard on The Writer’s Almanac)  (Penguin, 2001)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Raymond_Carver

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Rx for Reading Detroit – at Thanksgiving

Monday afternoon Nov 21

English Faculty member, Mary-Catherine Harrison, has guest edits poems for the list.   Her children’s-book “Rx for Reading” continue’s to grow (as of last count 55,000 books have come onto campus and gone out to low-income children and their families).  Thanksgiving could be a moment to breathe in & out a little and imagine what children’s books can mean to children who don’t have any or many.

Here’s Mary-Catherine’s ask today.  “Since it was founded in 2014, Rx for Reading Detroit has distributed over 55,000 books for low-income children and families in our community.  We couldn’t have done it without our student volunteers and members of the Detroit Mercy community who have given their time, money, books, and expertise.

We are facing a shortage of books as we enter this holiday season.  Please consider donating your new and gently used books for children of all ages. We are in particular need of picture books, early readers, books with characters from diverse cultural backgrounds, and Spanish and bilingual books.

Student volunteers can pick up your donation if you cannot bring it to one of the drop-off bins listed below. Email readingdetroit@gmail.com with details and student organizers will contact you to make arrangements to collect your books.”

I am proud to have a part in what Mary-Catherine does here at Six Mile & Livernois.

john sj

There is no Frigate like a Book – Emily Dickinson

There is no Frigate like a Book
To take us Lands away
Nor any Coursers like a Page
Of prancing Poetry –
This Traverse may the poorest take
Without oppress of Toll –
How frugal is the Chariot
That bears the Human Soul –

Emily Dickenson 1830 –  1886

Emily-Dickenson

RX for Reading Detroit—Raising Readers, One Book at a Time    http://rxreading.org/

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Nov 17 – hard times, frightened children, and two strong poets

Thursday November 17

Today’s post takes the place of Wednesday & Friday because I’m on the road in California.  Back next Monday.

.   .   .     “out loud with pauses”

Have a blest weekend,

john sj

A life-long soul friend, wrote two days ago about this post from mid-October, “This is one of my favorites!”   It is a  strong two-poet post, alive with wisdom for these battered days.  My soul friend often lives close with violated children and adults and hard times.   When it comes to strong poems, I trust her judgment.   Here’s the post from October.

Today’s post  –   What to Remember When Waking

sunset

In that first hardly noticed moment in which you wake,
coming back to this life from the other
more secret, moveable and frighteningly honest world
where everything began,
there is a small opening into the new day
which closes the moment you begin your plans.

What you can plan is too small for you to live.
What you can live wholeheartedly will make plans enough
for the vitality hidden in your sleep.

To be human is to become visible
while carrying what is hidden as a gift to others.
To remember the other world in this world
is to live in your true inheritance.

You are not a troubled guest on this earth,
you are not an accident amidst other accidents
you were invited from another and greater night
than the one from which you have just emerged.

Now, looking through the slanting light of the morning window
toward the mountain presence of everything that can be
what urgency calls you to your one love?
What shape waits in the seed of you
to grow and spread its branches

against a future sky?

Is it waiting in the fertile sea?
In the trees beyond the house?
In the life you can imagine for yourself?
In the open and lovely white page on the writing desk?

— David Whyte (Dec 30, 2013)

Post # 2  By George Herbert 1633

Love bade me welcome; yet my soul drew back,
Guilty of dust and sin.
But quick-ey’d Love, observing me grow slack
From my first entrance in,
Drew nearer to me, sweetly questioning,
If I lacked anything.
‘A guest,’ I answer’d,’ worthy to be here’:
Love said, ‘You shall be he.’
‘I, the unkind, ungrateful?  Ah, my dear
I cannot look on Thee.’
Love took my hand, and smiling did reply,
‘Who made the eyes but I?’
“Truth, Lord, but I have marr’d them; let my shame
Go where it doth deserve.’
‘And know you not,’ says Love, ‘who bore the blame?’
‘My dear, then I will serve.’
‘You must sit down,’ says Love, ‘and taste My meat.’
So I did sit and eat.

George Herbert  1633

 

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Nov 14 – a glass of wine, a cup of sunshine

Monday, November 14   Shiraz, “the oldest sample of wine in the world”

Poet Fatema Keshavarz reaches deep in time to she lift up the beauty Shiraz, her home city in Iran.   Shiraz has lived as a center for art and beauty for c. 4000 years.   Wikipedia tells me that “The oldest sample of wine in the world, dating to approximately 7,000 years ago, was discovered on clay jars recovered outside of Shiraz.”  Detroit is only 313 years old and the United States a lot younger than that, but in these days of terrified immigrants and their children,  of taunts boiling up from decades of grinding working class peoples’ losses, the poet’s praise of her ancient home town in Iran, another home  place of the resonant beauty and raw nerves offers stillness and courage to celebrate the simple beauty of a glass of good wine.

I am using Fatemeh’s poem to celebrate this nation of immigrants today.  Lift a glass when you get off work.   Perhaps before that, read the poem out loud, with pauses.

Have a blest day.

 

john sj

 

Today’s Post:    “Shiraz”

Held up to gods
In the palm of a giant’s hands
A rare handcrafted marble cup
Brimming with sunshine
Defined at the outer edges
With tall cypress trees
That line up at dawn reverently
To interpret the horizons
In their meticulous green thoughts
***
My city is
That cup of sunshine
I can drink to the last drop
And be thirsty for more.

Shiraz, Dec.21, 2000

University of Detroit Mercy — Celebrate Spirit 2012

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Fatemeh Keshavarz — b. 1952 – Shiraz Iran

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Professor Keshavarz, University of Maryland’s Roshan Chair of Persian Studies, is a poet and a scholar.   On September 11, 2014 she read poetry for the university’s annual Celebrate Spirit Mass.   https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fatemeh_Keshavarz

 

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Nov 11 – Veteran’s Day and Leonard Cohen’s passing

Friday,  November 11, 2016  “There is a crack in everything
That’s how the light gets in.”

Last Monday, the day before the election of Donald Trump, Leonard Cohen died.  I am not alone getting the news later (i.e., this morning on NPR).  I was beginning my morning contemplation, taught by St. Ignatius, of attending to my “inner disturbances.”   What wants my inner attention in this place and moment?   Today, Veterans day and Leonard Cohen’s passing are looking for attention.  Amy, a list reader, sent me this email at 5:35 a.m.; like me, she thought LC died last night but media searching tells me that he died November 7.

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“Dear John,

I’m not sure if you know Canadian poet/singer/songwriter Leonard Cohen. He just passed last night. His deep, dark poems/lyrics have always struck a chord with me. Here’s a link to him performing one of my favorites. Ring the bells that still can ring, Forget your perfect offering, There is a crack, a crack in everything, That’s how the light gets in.”

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When Cohen wrote “Anthem,”  did he foresee the acute inner disturbances in the wide world of 2016 that may make his hymn so apt this week?  No matter:  “Anthem” works for today’s post.  Best to read the poem out loud with pauses. {“Attention should be paid to some more important places in which I have experienced understanding, consolation, or desolation.” (Ignatius, Spiritual Exercises  # 118)}   Perhaps better to listen to L Cohen perform it in London, 2008 (below).

 

john sj

p.s.       A shout out to Detroit Mercy graduate,  Leonard Cohen fan and  U.S. Air Force Veteran Sarah Shaffer, Peer Counselor, Veterans with PTSD, San Francisco.

p.p.s.    Try to allow the weekend to bless you and the people with whom you share time and place.

Today’s Post,  “Anthem”

The birds they sang
at the break of day
Start again
I heard them say
Don’t dwell on what
has passed away
or what is yet to be.
Ah the wars they will
be fought again
The holy dove
She will be caught again
bought and sold
and bought again
the dove is never free.
Ring the bells that still can ring
Forget your perfect offering
There is a crack in everything
That’s how the light gets in.
We asked for signs
the signs were sent:
the birth betrayed
the marriage spent
Yeah the widowhood
of every government —
signs for all to see.
I can’t run no more
with that lawless crowd
while the killers in high places
say their prayers out loud.
But they’ve summoned, they’ve summoned up
a thundercloud
and they’re going to hear from me.
Ring the bells that still can ring …
You can add up the parts
but you won’t have the sum
You can strike up the march,
there is no drum
Every heart, every heart
to love will come
but like a refugee.
Ring the bells that still can ring
Forget your perfect offering
There is a crack, a crack in everything
That’s how the light gets in.
Ring the bells that still can ring
Forget your perfect offering
There is a crack, a crack in everything
That’s how the light gets in.
That’s how the light gets in.
That’s how the light gets in.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6wRYjtvIYK0

 

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Nov 9 – This election

Wednesday, November 9

“That our loyalty to one another and our loyalty to our work
not be set in false conflict.”

Just now I read a grieving email from a former student who has become a peer, soul friend.  Here’s what I wrote her:  “I am walking around in my imagination for a morning prayer and for words to write today’s post.  My grief comes most from the women who live with me at close range, no matter the miles.  I want to write these next words to each of you today:  This day I love you, I respect you, I renew my hope for you.

Two brave poets come to mind: Warsan Shire and Denise Levertov.  Best to read these words out loud, with pauses . . . and breathe in and out at each pause.

Have a blest day,

 

john sj

Post # 1

Today’s Post – “Prayer for Revolutionary Love”

That a woman not ask a man to leave meaningful work to follow her
That a man not ask a woman to leave meaningful work to follow him.

That no one try to put Eros in bondage
But that no one put a cudgel in the hands of Eros.

That our loyalty to one another and our loyalty to our work
not be set in false conflict.

That our love for each other give us love for each other’s work
That our love for each other’s work give us love for one another.

That our love for each other’s work give us love for one another.
That our love for each other give us love for each other’s work.

That our love for each other, if need be,
give way to absence.  And the unknown.

That we endure absence, if need be,
without losing our love for each other.
Without closing our doors to the unknown.

Denise Levertov

https://sites.udmercy.edu/poetry/2015/05/22/may-22-revolutionary-love/

Post # 1   “what they did yesterday afternoon”

warsan-shire

they set my aunts house on fire
i cried the way women on tv do
folding at the middle
like a five pound note.
i called the boy who use to love me
tried to ‘okay’ my voice
i said hello
he said warsan, what’s wrong, what’s happened?

i’ve been praying,
and these are what my prayers look like;
dear god
i come from two countries
one is thirsty
the other is on fire
both need water.

later that night

i held an atlas in my lap
ran my fingers across the whole world
and whispered
where does it hurt?

it answered
everywhere
everywhere
everywhere.

Warsan Shire
https://sites.udmercy.edu/poetry/2016/09/30/sept-30-where-does-it-hurt-warsan-shire/

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